I hate it here

I was walking back from downtown and accidentally went the wrong way. There was some scaffolding and there was a woman underneath it. She had a lot of bags. Her pants were halfway down and she seemed like she was trying to get up but she couldn't. She just kept rocking back and forth. Maybe she was just trying to go to the bathroom, I don't know but she did not look ok, and I was afraid that either someone had hurt her or that somebody would hurt her. I went to a pay phone and called 911. They said that they would send someone to check on her. :( I can't shake off things like that. It's going to be burned into my memory for days.

I bought a Snickers at Walgreens because I decided to get some cash and take the bus back. It was after I left Walgreens that I got disoriented and went the wrong way and saw her. I don't even want it now. I just feel sick. I have been feeling sick for days though. Looking at food or thinking about food makes me ill. I used to be able to always eat candy, even when I was sick. Nothing sounds good anymore.